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The Darkside of Human Nature:  These are poems about the darker emotions of human nature. A time to deal with numbness, and the hardship of life. When you read about the world through the eyes of a person with thoughts this dark you will be happier with the life you have now. Of course there is always light, and hope for a better future to those that wait for a new day!

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Introduction:
I created this EBook to show people my work, and I chose poems first because it is easier than short stories to create.  This is the darker emotions e-book, and the next one coming out has the lighter ones.  I go into the darker side of human nature with themes like hate, rage, depression, being controlled by a person I used to care about, heartbreak, abuse. I was made fun of, and betrayed by people who I thought I could trust. This is my way of getting over it, and my way of expressing me during the darker times of my life.  I enjoyed putting this together to show the world some of the poems I wrote. I also used to hate people because all I would see is the bad, and never the good. I hope you enjoy a look into my world.
This is my poetry essay book.
Go ahead, and take a look.
I created my own poetry this time.
Some of the words may not rhyme.
Some are free verse, and rhyming too.
All of them are really true.
They talk about the bad.
Some might even make you sad.
I hope you will be in for the ride.
Go, ahead and look inside.



R.I.P Max & Marina
My pets are guinea pigs.
They are named Max and marina.
He is white as snow, and she is black and white.
They both have red eyes that glow.
He has perky ears, hers are droopy.
And they both like leafy green lettuce.
He was 9 years old, she was 3 or 4.
 Max was bred from a lab, Marina came from Pettails
I rescued him from being hurt, and I adopted Marina.
They both are really sweet and gentle too.
He was put to sleep on April 24, 2006. Marina died on July 22, 2005.
Their memory will live on.
 And pictures are all that is left.
I will never forget them.


Hurting Yourself
You can fool everyone.
You can fool a million people at once.
You can pretend to be someone you’re not.
You can pretend to shut people out of your life.
The only one you’re hurting is yourself.
You ended up in jail yesterday.
You hit someone today.
You stole a TV from the store.
You stole a pig from the whore.
You can pretend you are innocent.
You can prove that you are guilty.
You can do everything bad.
You can set a bad example.

The only one you’re hurting is yourself.

Dark Tales of Vengeance:
Bullies, Ex-boyfriends, and evil bosses and coworkers deserve what is coming to them at least that is what Mindy a girl who was abused by her evil cheating ex, Ella an assassin that deals with evil bosses and coworkers, and Scarlet a vampire assassin with The Killer Contract Agency think about them. This is a short story collection dealing with just that. 

Join them as they get their revenge for the people who were wronged by them.
Revenge comes in many forms, and in many ways. These are short stories about getting even with bullies, exes who have come back from the grave, and even getting even with evil bosses and coworkers. It even has the original version of The Killer Contract Agency, and Boyfriend Missing; Ex is a Zombie. There is a few short stories featuring Scarlet Summers who is the main character in Being a Vampire in Retail Sucks!, and she is a character that loves getting even with bullying men, and one that features Ella who is an assassin that focuses on getting rid of evil bosses and coworkers. 


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Revenge comes in many forms, and in many ways. These are short stories about getting even with bullies, exes, and even bosses and coworkers. It even has the original version of The Killer Contract Agency, and Boyfriend Missing; Ex is a Zombie. I put in a few short stories featuring Scarlet getting even with bullying men, and one that features Ella who is an assassin that focuses on getting rid of evil bosses and coworkers. I was going to release Karma Turns on the Wicked, but plans for that fell through. I am creating the novel Revenge Sucks which will be the story where Dante and Scarlet finally meet. And it explains her vampire transformation, too. She started out as a human at first. I am re-releasing the Killer Contract Agency short which will introduce Carter and Salina who are now the heads of the Agency. It will show how they stopped Adam too. I have another story collection coming up, read on to get a glimpse of my worlds.  There are two realms I have created the: Luxor, and Crystal Crest realm. The Luxor realm houses supernatural creatures like witches, vampires, werewolves, and a variety of entities. The Crystal Crest realm is the human realm, and it houses the human population to keep them separate from the supernatural creatures to prevent them from being killed. Here is a look at my world, and Chapter 1 of the Retail novella at the end.



Crystal Crest realm the human realm.
I sat in my apartment with my boyfriend by my side, and the memories of my abusive ex still haunt me. All those names he called me, and those women he slept with after we broke up turning him cruel enough to hit me. I got out of there, and moved on. Michael who is my current boyfriend helped me heal from it, and I was flipping through a paper when the headline front page stops me cold.
Jerry Sanderson found dead in apartment suspect is Charlotte Rain who had been dating Jerry for a few years. The two fought when it turns out Jerry was cheating on his girlfriend with another woman.
“I will be over him, Michael because look at the news article.” Michaels green eyes widened when I showed him the article.
“Okay can you stop obsessing over him now? He was a jerk now let it go.”
“I did though, and now I can really move on.”
Michael shook his head, “Well, I know what he did to you, and now you can rest easy.”
I sigh, “Yes, I can now that he is dead.”
He gave me a wicked smile, “And now I am going to do something to make sure he is well and truly dead.”
 He has been my boyfriend for a few years, and a powerful necromancer. We had a fight over my ex since the abuse Jerky Jerry put me through still lingered in my mind.  Now he can do something about my ex even though Jerry is dead.
 A wet tear fell down my face, and I wiped it off. Michael never came home after the talk. I thought he went to his Mom’s house to cool off, and think about where we will go from here. I called her to talk to Michael, and apologize to him about my behavior in thinking about my ex.
I picked up a phone at my apartment, and dial the number to his mom’s house. It rang and rang until, “Hello?”
“Hi, is Michael there?” I asked unsure of her mind at this point.
“Who are you? And why are you calling my house?”
“It’s Michelle, Michael’s girlfriend.”
“Oh how are you doing, dear?”
“Do you know where Michael is?”
What she said made me nervous, “Oh strange I think he is somewhere else. What are we talking about again?”
“Strange how?”
“He did not walk in the house, but he was here in the yard with a dirty shovel in his hands.”
“And then what else happened?” I ask hoping she would stop being spaced out enough to tell me what is going on.
“He went somewhere carrying a heavy black plastic bag. I could tell he was struggling with it, but when I asked if he needed help he told me to leave him alone. What are we talking about again?”
“We are talking about your son Michael. What happened next?”
“He left after that, and went somewhere, but did not tell me where. He did not even tell me why he is upset which is even stranger because we always talk. I’m feeling really worried about him is he okay? Would you be a dear, and find him for me? Oh well, better get back to housework.”



Being A Vampire in Retail Sucks:


Synopsis: 
Scarlet Summers has been through hell since her last mission left her in the hands of an evil necromancer. She got out thanks to the Moon Wolf pack, but not without a price. When three of the werewolves in the pack go missing it is up to her to solve the case. In order to do this she has to go undercover at a supernatural retail store called Fiona's Corner and Café to find the missing girls.


Prologue:
I killed my ex-boyfriend, but that was because he killed my lover. I also killed Kelsey. She deserved it for going after vampires who were harmless to society, and especially since she killed Dante's family. Not that I go around ending lives for the hell of it. I worked for the Killer Contract Agency--hired to rid the Crystal Crest realm of society's slugs. Like rapists, pedophiles, and hunters who go after innocent supernatural creatures. The weapon made me insane, and after an undercover case I decided to be a detective instead of an assassin. My name is Scarlet Summers, and I've been through hell.
 The Moon Wolf Pack are the werewolves who helped me escape from the evil necromancer, Rick. A mystery is on my hands when some of the girls went missing. Oh, and the girls all had one more thing in common. They worked at Fionas Corner and Café, a retail store in the Luxor realm that allows creatures to buy items they need to survive. Here is my story of these events.
Chapter 1:
A fire is burning in the fire-place and it makes the living room warm to combat the cold air conditioning running through the rest of the house. I use this time off to banish the memories of my last case,and the previous ones when I was with the agency. I finally have a chance to try to get my mind off my past once and for all.
It started when Nathan killed Zion, my lover, since he was an abusive and jealous jerk. My grief led to me wanting retribution so fiercely I was hired by The Killer Contract Agency. I  then went on a killing frenzy eliminating Nicole, Megan, Kelsey, Kyle, and Nathan. I got my revenge, but not without a price. My final step was to swallow Nathans soul. However it caused me to go crazy, and I ended up gunning down innocents. I was changed into a vampire to stop the rage from consuming me. Once I turned, the rage stopped and I became sane again. Then I got captured by a crazy necromancer, and he tried to turn humans into creatures by performing horrible experiments on them. I stopped Rick with help of the Moon Wolf pack. All the old case files go into the fireplace, and the bracelet I still have as a reminder of what I have been through. I turn away from the fire and the past.
I look around the house I love. We moved into after I became a vampire and we transferred to the Luxor realm.  It is a big place with two bedrooms, two bathrooms, and office, kitchen, and even a library piled high with books. The walls in the living room are charcoal black and the carpeting is the color of warm blood with a gothic theme throughout the house: cobweb wall papers with candelabras, and magical statues of wolves and dragons placed in the house to guard it from intruders.
Sitting down on the black leather sofa, I let the warm fire  relax me. There is incense burning and the smell of apples and cinnamon take me to a place of comfort. The necromancer situation still haunts me, since I was tortured horribly. I dont want to go into details, but I hate them. The asylum case was just as horrid. Especially seeing all those supernatural creatures hurt when they did not deserve it. I exhale and let it all go.I am on my vacation after all.
 Dante, my lover, is rustling around papers in the office we share. Since I have nothing better to do I go see what he was doing in the office. And maybe play around a bit on the computer.
"Come in." he replies after I knock on the door since he loves to keep the door closed to concentrate.
"What are you working on?" I ask as I walk into the room and stand behind him, peering at his screen. I know he hates it when I do that but I just can't help but rile him a bit .He sighs and stretches, making me stare at the muscles flexing underneath his shirt.
"Shit loads thanks to the damn necromancer-werewolf-agency issues. I dislike Rick, and his bullshit about falsely helping people without powers. He just had to work in the Crystal Crest realm with the psychics to experiment on innocent creatures. At least the asylum is a black crater in the ground now. And all their data on us is destroyed. "
"Fun, I love paperwork. But at least we no longer have to worry about the Crystal Crest realm becoming like ours."
He laughs and it lights up his entire face, making his soft silky black hair undulate around his handsome face. I stare at his muscles as they ripple with the simple gesture of him sweeping his hair out of his eyes. He turns his attention back to the screen in front of him and I sit down in a plush chair in the corner and watch him work.
I dont pay attention to the time until I feel a gentle hand brush my long red hair behind my ear. My green eyes come back into focus after staring at nothing but remembering the experiments.
"Brooding again?" He asks concern in his brown eyes. He knows I dwell too much on the past, especially since it was a shock to my system.
"Yes," I reply sheepishly, "I was just thinking about our latest mission. All of the things the necromancer said he would do to my friends dead body still haunt me.I shudder, trying not to think about it, and try to block out the images that are flooding my mind.
"Thinking of it only makes it worse. He is dead. The Asylum is a graveyard. You are going to drive yourself bonkers if you keep thinking about it. I agree with how horrible the whole situation was, and I wish I could pass on my extra abilities on to you. then you would never have to fear. Do you think I like seeing you like this?He asks.
"No, and I know it was hard on you as well. Im sorry I still get lost in the past. At least the werewolves were able to save me." I say with a smile trying to focus on the good side of my experiences.
"They did but it also means you owe them a favor. Werewolves always collect their favors and sometimes it is dangerous. I know I owed them once, and payback nearly made me tied to a member of their pack."I sigh, not wanting to think about what they will want in return for saving my life.
I want to check my email." and I hop behind the desk across from Dante's. My mind jumps to more essential everyday things like work and coupon shopping. I need some new clothes from Gothic Gear and Witch Cauldron and I hope that there are some money off coupons in my inbox.
I quickly get comfortable in the leather chair since it fits the shape of my body perfectly. I turn on my high-powered desktop and log into my personal email. I am disappointed when my inbox has nothing but Spam. No, I dont want another vampire groupie, not after the last one died. Nope, I dont want to meet single vampires in my area. Absolutely no to getting the biggest erection of my vampire life. All junk and no fun coupons for me. Frustrated, I decide to check my work email. Even though I am on vacation there might be something interesting is going on to take my attention.
Hey, look at this,I tell Dante and he moves behind my chair. He looks over my shoulders to read what is on my computer screen.
"Why does he want to see you? I thought you were on vacation. I was looking forward to relaxing with you." He sighs, "Do you want me to go with you to the office?"
I nodded, "Special assignment sounds fun, but it also sounds like a handful. I just hope a necromancer isn't involved in this one. I hate those guys." I shudder again and push away the images from my past. Necromancers are notorious for getting zombies to do their dirty work. It is helpful to send one after someone you want dead because they are hard to kill. The only way to stop them is to cut off their head. "Lets change, then we hit the road."
A little bit later we slide into Dantes Strider X, the fastest type of car in the realm. We quickly get to the store since Derrick is impatient. The sun is a horrid ball of heat frying everything in its path. The soft tank top I am wearing allows the cool leather from my seat to relieve my skin from the inferno. I dont like the heat. I would rather it be an in-between temperature, not too hot or too cold.
Rogers Video store is a front for the detective agency in the Luxor realm. King Alexander and Queen Diana Battle don't want anyone to know about either Derrick's Detective Agency or its partner the Killer Contract Agency. They work together to help solve crime and catch criminals for the crown.
Dante looks up at the sun. At least the sun here is not toxic to us. I was a surfer before I changed into a vampire you know. I like still being able to surf, it is more fun with powers. And the donors and blood bags definitely make life easier. What about you Scarlet, do you love it?
I consider my transition to being a vampire, I love it, it is so much better being sane. Thank you for turning me.  And I love still having my magical powers and guardian.
"Of course I remained after you changed. You need me to guide you and help in combat."  Nightshade speaks in her melodious voice in my head.
"I am happy to still have you too. You have saved my ass plenty of times. I always will be." I commune back.
Nightshade has watched over me ever since I came into my power as a witch. I have been her charge to guide even before I received the bracelet. She became my permanent guardian when I put on the bracelet, and when I kept my powers during the transition she decided to stay with me. She is a spirit that stays by my left ear and is visible when she desires.
"It is amazing that you still remember when we first met," She comments knowing I am brooding on the past again.
"I always will because you saved my ass more times than I can count."
I think we need to go into his office now,Dante interrupts and I notice we have reached our destination. He knows about Nightshade and doesn't mind when we talk, he talks to his guardians too. The hell hounds: Cloud and Enforcer. But Derrick is an impatient man and we both want to see what he wants.
Sorry.I reply sheepishly.  Nightshade was talking to me. Dante is standing over me holding the door to the car for me to get out. He is such a gentleman! He takes my hand and squeezed it gently, then smiles warmly.
 “Would you like it if I was in your mind more, not just when you are in danger?Because Dante is my sire we can talk telepathically. It comes in handy during battle or undercover cases when we need to speak privately. It also makes the romance between us so much better. I nod in response to his questions and we walk to the store to see what the boss wants.
Rogers Videos store is a bright beige building with a black and white sign denoting the name on the front of the building. The bell tinkles as we go through the door. I look around the room with brightly lit shelves and neatly placed videos. We might need to rent one if the news sucks. Syron waves to us from behind the counter as we make our way to the back of the store. Past the public restrooms we go into the office to find out what the boss wants. 
Derrick Sanders, the owner and head of the detective agency, sits at his desk wearing his favorite camouflage clothes. His constant self-imposed distractions tell me he has seen more horrors than he will admit to. I do not want to interrupt him so I wait until he stops typing and looks up at me before I speak.
"You wanted to see me sir?"
Yup Scarlet,he replied in his former army tone. He leans back in his chair and continues in the voice he used when he sent troops out for battle. There is an issue that has come up involving Fionas corner and Café, the retail establishment. Some of the women from the Moon Wolf Pack have gone missing and all of them worked for Fionas.
My eyes widen, The ones who helped me escape from the asylum?
He nods, Afraid so. The last place they were seen was their work place. Here are the files on the girls who are missing. He hands me the files, and I take them with caution wondering who the unlucky girls are, and if I know them. Shania Wolfson, Sonya Simone, and Merica Laker. Phew, I never knew them personally. They are all very beautiful, and belong to Rexs pack. Since they are part of the pack that rescued me from the necromancer the least I can do is try to find them. All three girls disappeared a few weeks after starting to work at the store.
Terrific, a retail store gone rancid, why am I not surprised? Honestly, it is not surprising to hear, especially since the boss is a 1,000 year old vampire who use to use the store as a front for hurting creatures through horrific experiments. Luckily it had stopped thanks to Derricks Detective Agency. Or at least I thought it had.
Is this another find the missing women case or an undercover one?”  I ask dreading the answer. I have a bad feeling I knew where this was going when his face changed to a look of sympathy.
I want you to go undercover to find the missing girls. You will need to pose as an employee at the store. It is the best approach to get information on both the girls and the company. The werewolves have asked for you specifically, as payment for your debt.
I cant wait to see you in an adorable little uniform!Nightshade teases, he voice filled with mirth.
Great,I comment with feigned enthusiasm, Just what I always wanted to do; work retail!I sigh, and he gives me the rest of the paperwork that I need to go undercover. I have my new identity as a vampire named Lily Stone, as well as all of the legal documents to support the story.
Dante laughs, "At least there are no necromancers this time. This should be way easier than that was, and you dont have to deal with crazy people.His mirth is not concealed as he grins from ear to ear, And it could be worse, you could be at Fangs Fast Blood and have to deal with hungry vampires. Fast food would definitely be worse.
True.I laugh, I have been to one, and the vampires are way too picky about it what they want.
Derrick joins our laughter, No necromancers at all, unless they are customers buying their items. The only creatures you will have to deal with are a few vampires, witches and werewolves. There is also the sorceress owner and her vampire lover Ren.He smiles at me and his next words change the mood in the room, I am really happy to see you all in one piece. I know the last case was not easy for you. After this assignment, I want you to take a long far away vacation.He pauses, then you have to come back for another case.
No worries, I will come back to work,I grin at him, Honestly, I think a trip to the islands is in order. I want to learn to surf.I look at Dante and he smiles.
Dante and I leave, walking side by side on our way to the car. I am hoping that the case is straightforward, but my history has taught me otherwise. I browse through the files Derrick gave me as Dante drives back to our home. Derricks note point to his suspicions he has about Fiona Stagea and my main purpose to spy on her. Werewolves never do well at her store, they either quit quickly or disappear. Ren, her lover, was the last person that was seen with Shania. The two had been seen fighting a week before and no one had seen her since.
As I think about what going undercover in retail means I begin to get angry. I wont have weekends off anymore, not that I ever shop on weekends. I dont like crowds so I tend to stay away from stores when they are crowded. I will have to deal with customers and I have seen how nasty some people are to retail workers. Many people take out their own problems on the employees, use them as verbal punching bags, which is not right and now I will have to deal with it. I used to work retail, and I hated it. I had to deal with all of the problems while I was trying to pay my way through witch school. I think about the amount of time it usually takes me to solve a case. The asylum took a few months, and that was after Nightshade woke me up from the drugs they were making me take.
“Thanks for that by the way,” I intone to Nightshade and I hear her laughter ringing through my head. At least I am never alone. I go back to my brooding and think about my time frame. There are only four months until Christmas, and even less before the shopping season ramps up. So I dont lose my sanity again I decide I have to solve the case before then.

Many of the creatures in the Luxor realm used to live in the Crystal Crest realm, like me, and we tend to keep up the habits of our human lives. We celebrate the same holidays because it helps remind us of our humanity. The other downside to working the busiest season of the year in retail means that I will probably slip and bite someone. Blood bags and donors have helped me conquer the urge but when my temper is high I have been known to lose control.

Dante and I spend a magical weekend together before my new nightmare begins.  

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The Killer Contract Agency: Out Now!


Synopsis:


Salina Sinclaire is a Malian hunter, and after she is nearly burned alive by one she is contacted by The Killer Contract Agency. Wielding the powers of The Bracelet, and with her mentor Carter by her side she exacts her revenge by taking out the Malians responsible for her near death. After dispatching a Malian something big is happening with the Agency, and Operatives are dying. Will she solve it before it's too late? Or will she fail and the Agency as she knows it is destroyed? 


Excerpt:


We left, and I headed to the records office to get the file of the bully that stole my ex-boyfriend, and tried to kill me; the one who tricks and kills humans for pleasure. Everything I’ve been doing lately led to this moment. Since her lackey was dead, it was time to stop her once and for all. Once she’s dead, my past can finally be laid to rest. But in my heart, I knew that I wasn’t just doing this for me. By killing her, I would be saving many human lives. I hurried to the Records Room on the first floor with Carter by my side. I opened the door to the room, and Zack was sitting behind his desk. “I need Laurice Wingfield’s file,” I said. Once it was finally in my hands, a thrill of excitement ran through my body. The manila folder was like the Holy Grail of missions. I was finally going to quench my thirst for revenge on her. And after this, I will be free of my contract. Then, I can go on with my life. I’m definitely taking a long vacation with Carter after this and will get plenty of much needed rest. “Let’s go to my room, and we can plan the kill there,” I said to Carter. “This is the moment that I’ve been waiting for.” “Your wish is my command,” Carter said as one corner of his lips curled into a smile. “This is your kill after all, and it will allow you to move on with your past. Not to mention, you’ll be saving the lives of many humans.” Then he placed his hands on my shoulders and looked into my eyes. “This isn’t just about revenge; it’s about saving people, too.” I nodded, understanding. No matter what she did to me, the most important thing was that we were going to be saving many human lives.

We took the elevator to my room on the third floor. I sat on the bed with the file in my hand. This is it … the moment that I had been waiting for. I now get to know all her dirty little secrets. I opened it and flipped through the pages, Name: Laurice Wingfield. Age: 20 Type: Stormer; can control lightning, cause hurricanes and tornadoes. Volatile level: 5 Victims: Emma Johnson, 19: Killed to alienate Salina Sinclare, but she really wanted Salina dead to prevent her from becoming an Agency operative. Laurice friended her after she found out that she was one of Salina’s good friends. Her body was found with a gunshot wound to the head. Jealousy played a big factor in her death. She didn’t want Salina to have any friends and was jealous of anyone close to her. Roger Anderson, 18: Laurice used him to make Salina jealous with him, toying with his emotions. He was Salina’s ex-boyfriend, and Laurice slept with him in an effort to make Salina kill herself. Roger was a toy to Laurice. She used and abused him to get what she wanted. The list of her victims went on and on until it finally came to me. Salina Sinclaire, 18: Laurice tried to take everything away from her, like her boyfriend and best friend out of jealousy. But it failed, since she is still alive. Laurice placed mud in her locker, and tried to burn her alive in order to get rid of the last of the Sinclaire line.

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